2 week later from the day we broke off !

wonder how have you been? i'm still missing you every single day!!! even though I've tried by deleting you of from facebook, blocking you from msn and even change the contact number of mine but i still think of you. it really hurts deep in my heart. songs i listen let me think of you in fact almost every single thing i do. i even try by going club i thought i could enjoy but it makes me remember that i promise you i won't club again. all my mind is you even though i'm with Jian lin. Simon tan teach me how to forget the love for you. i really cannot understand why till now i'm not able to forget you still being so crazy over you. it really hurts and make me suffer. i'm not happy at all . do you know? i'm always wondering how have you been? what are you doing? do you miss me alittle? anything you do that will remind you of me? are you seeing other ladies? you really makes me think alot. I've tried. I've tried to fall in love with jian lin, I've tried to be nicer to him. but whenever he start to do things that irritates me i will show my attitude again, no matter how nice he is towards me it still don't change my love towards you. why? i really miss you dearly. every thing about you i can only keep in mind and tell no one. its has been only 2 weeks but it seems long. i'm really tired. i always feel like crying when i think of you. but i can only hold back my tears and see our photos. deceiving myself no. aledrline lee no longer in love with simon tan .

everything ended today

Every little thing ended on the 27 February 2011 0317pm!

I'M SORRY, THOUGH I'VE COME UP WITH A DECISION TO END THIS RELATIONSHIP BUT THIS ISN'T WHAT ALEDRLINE LEE WANTED , AND IS THIS THE BEST SOLUTION? I REALLY GOT NO IDEA. IT'S HAS BEEN 3 BREAKUP FROM SIMON TAN BEFORE ALL THIS HAPPEN , IT MIGHT NOT BE WHAT I THINK AS ALL THIS HAD HAPPEN BUT I'M REALLY UPSET OVER IT , I'M REALLY HURT. PAIN DAME PAIN.

SIMON TAN DO YOU THAT I'VE REALLY FALLEN IN LOVE WITH YOU. REALLY IN LOVE WITH YOU. CRAZY OVER YOU. I CAN REALLY DO EVERYTHING FOR YOU. I'M JUST SO SIMPLY IN LOVE WITH YOU. SERIOUSLY ALL THIS WHILE I DON'T REALLY NEED ANY THING FROM YOU DON'T HOPE FOR ANYTHING, OTHER THAN MORE ATTENTION AND LOVE I'LL BE CONTENTED. I'M SERIOUS NO JOKE.

DO YOU KNOW HOW UPSET I AM FOR TELLING YOU I'VE COME UP WITH THIS DECISION. I HOLD BACK MY TEARS THE WHOLE FREAKING DAY, TRYING SO HARD TO PUT ON A SMILE WHEREVER I GO, WHATEVER I DO, WHOEVER I MET UP WITH. WHENEVER I'VE STOP DOING SOMETHING OR EVEN JUST STARE INTO BLANK , THE WHOLE SURFACE IS YOU. JUST YOU, SIMPLY YOU. NOTHING ELSE. EXAMPLE THE SLEEPING LOOK OF YOUR , MESSAGE THAT YOU HAD SENT ME, THOSE SWEET TIMES, YOUR HUG TO SLEEP, YOUR SMELL, YOUR BACK VIEW , EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU.

I REALLY DO MISS YOU ALOT , I'M IN PAIN. CAN I KNOW HOW YOU ACTUALLY FEEL? WHAT'S IN YOUR MIND? DO YOU MISS ME? WHEN YOU'RE DOING CERTAIN THING DO YOU THINK OF ME? WHAT EXACTLY ON YOUR MIND? YOU THINK THIS IS THE BEST SOLUTION AS WELL? CAN YOU REALLY JUST STAY AS A BROTHER AND GUIDE ME OR EVEN BY MY SIDE WHEN I NEED SOME1? IS THIS WHAT YOU WANT AS WELL? I THINK THERE WILL BE NO ANSWER TO ME AS I DOUBT YOU'LL BE VISITING THIS BLOG.

ANYWAY I SINCERELY WANT TO THANKS YOU FOR STAYING BY ME EVEN THOUGH IT'S JUST A SHORT PERIOD , BUT YOU HAVE WAKE ME UP. LET ME KNOWING WHAT I WANT IN LIFE , CARRY ON WITH THE PLAN . WILL YOU BE THERE TO REMIND ME IF ALL IS OUT OF CONTROL? WOULD YOU STILL BE THERE?

START OFF POINT

Lee Biqi Aledrline and Tan Xiao Yang Simon started a relationship on the 6th February 2011 !!

LISTING OF PROMISE :

1. WILL ONLY END THIS RELATIONSHIP 1 DAY IF SIMON TAN WERE TO FALL IN LOVE WITH ANOTHER LADY.

2. ALEDRLINE LEE AND SIMON TAN WILL GO THROUGH ALL OBSTACLE DOWN THE ROAD NO MATTER WHAT IS GONNA HAPPEN.

3. SIMON TAN WILL SHARE EVERY LITTLE THINGS THAT IS GOING THROUGH HIS MIND AND OBSTACLE HE IS FACING AS NO MATTER WHAT ALEDRLINE LEE WILL ALWAYS STAY BY HIM.

4. ALEDRLINE LEE IS GONNA WAIT FOR SIMON TAN WHEN HE ENLIST TO ARMY.

5.SIMON TAN MIGHT BE OUT OF TOWN FOR FURTHER STUDIES AND IT MIGHT TAKE ABOUT 3 YEARS BUT ALEDRLINE LEE PROMISE TO STAY AND WAIT , AND WILL EVEN VISIT SIMON TAN IF IT'S POSSIBLE.

6. SIMON TAN AND ALEDRLINE LEE WILL HOLD ON TO THIS RELATIONSHIP NO MATTER WHAT AND WORK TOWARDS OUR GOAL OUT FUTURE.

READ THIS BEFORE YOU THINK YOU'RE READY TO GO INTO A NEW RELATIONSHIP

Do you need to chase after love? No, true love doesn’t need to be chase after. The understanding of both people will slowly reduce the gap between both strangers and let both be closer to each other subconsciously. Thus becoming to lovers from friends.

You don’t need to take a long time to know that it’s true love. You’ll know it from the moment you start to like him. Maybe he’s also fallen for you at the point of time. It usually plays the most beautiful and harmonious music with the same beat and rhythm.

So what does a true love really needs? It requires both parties to feel relax and happy with no pressure when they are out together. Does loving someone requires you to be giving in effortlessly? No, that’s not the case. Everyone is a individual. First and foremost, we belong to ourself.

We have our own thinking and we have our own characteristic. Being in love does not requires you to give everything to another party. We still can make some reservations in love, as in, your own privacy. Sometimes, you just don’t wish to say some things out and people who is secretive seems more mature isn’t it? And sometimes, some things are better meant not to be said.

Which do you think it’s more important for you? Looks or personality? Boys tend to like pretty girls with their looks. But when they finally reach the age of 25, they’d rather choose to be with girls who are more suitable to them. They’d rather choose someone whom they can spend their lives with.

Do not be in a hurry to fall in love with someone, because…

1. You won’t really get what you really want in life.
2. You won’t really treasure it if you’ve really gotten it as there’s a saying goes, what comes fast, leaves even faster.

Everlasting love are those that went through lots of waiting. It’s easy to be in love. But it’s harder to be able to communicate with one another. The most important thing about communication is the compromise and tolerance one has due to the basis of trust and understanding.

Without tolerance and compromise, how can both still communicate with one another? You might only meet your pure love once but true love, it can be more than once.

Time will heal everything. In fact, we can be in love with alot of people. We actually not fall in love with this guy. But we fell for the guy who has these kind of characteristics.

We will be together with the first person with these kind of characteristics and be happy with them and feel sorry for the next person who appears later. But at the same time, we will wish that the next person will find someone who he can be happy together with.

There is no one whom we MUST HAVE in our life. Being in love with someone, maybe the fact is just that we’re used to having this same person in our life.

Can we still be friends after break-up? Actually, it’s best not to. Let bygones be bygones. We do not live for the past but we live in the present and for the future.

Love does not equal to life. It’s just parts and parcel in our life. Please do not have this thinking that the other half is too good for you thus you gave up pursuing your dream to be with him. It’s the characteristics of you both that makes it difficult to be together and not whether who’s too good for you.

We’ve seen alot of beauty and the beast & alot of ugly girls and handsome guys being together. Stay in a long term relationship as long as you can as there’re two advantages to it.

1. You’ll be able to fully enjoy the pleasure of love as long as possible.
2. The longer you are together, the longer you will know whether both are true to one another and whether the characters of the both of you suits one another.

Some people cannot really control their emotions and their moods can be happy at times and out of a sudden, they flares up for no reasons. People like this are the ones who can’t really have a long term relationship work out.

How do you define romance? Is it the flowers that he gave? Or do we really have to walk under the rain?

For me, so long as the both of us are in love with each other, no matter what we do, even if it’s just sitting over at a side, doing nothing, I’ll even find it romantic. But for people with no feelings towards one another, even if you both travelled to the space and have a seat on the moon, you won’t really feel the romance too.

*actually there’s more to it. But I so lazy to translate and I find that it’ll be very boring if I go on and on. Just like I felt it was boring and I never continue reading. So people who are interested, can click on my source and read it up yourself. :x It’s in chinese though.*

Source: lovebehurt4u.blogspot.com

THE ORIGIN OF THE WORD, “BF”

THE ORIGIN OF THE WORD, “BF”

There’s this boy and girl who grew up together since young. There was once…

The boy told the girl, “I’m your BF.”

The girl, got curious and asked, “What’s BF?”

The boy replied, “It meant Best Friend.”

Then they grow up later again…..

The boy then told the girl, “I’m your BF.”

The girl asked again, “What’s BF?”

The boy replied, “BoyFriend is the meaning of it.”

Then, they got married, with children and carry on living their life together happily ever after. Until one day, when they grow old and one day during sunset….

The boy told the girl, “I’m your BF!”

The girl asked, “What’s BF?”

The boy smiled back and said, “Be Forever!”

:D

Source: lovebehurt4u.blogspot.com

THE ORIGIN MEANING OF (GF)

There’s this boy and girl who grew up together since young. There was once…

The girl told the boy, “I’m your GF.”

The boy, got curious and asked, “What’s GF?”

The girl replied, “It meant Good Friend.”

Then they grow up later again…..

The girl then told the boy, “I’m your GF.”

The boy asked again, “What’s GF?”

The girl replied, “GirlFriend is the meaning of it.”

Then, they got married, with children and carry on living their life together happily ever after. Until one day, when they grow old and one day during sunset….

The girl told the boy, “I’m your GF!”

The boy asked, “What’s GF?”

The girl smiled back and said, “Giving Forever!”

:D

Source: lovebehurt4u.blogspot.com