I'M SORRY, THOUGH I'VE COME UP WITH A DECISION TO END THIS RELATIONSHIP BUT THIS ISN'T WHAT ALEDRLINE LEE WANTED , AND IS THIS THE BEST SOLUTION? I REALLY GOT NO IDEA. IT'S HAS BEEN 3 BREAKUP FROM SIMON TAN BEFORE ALL THIS HAPPEN , IT MIGHT NOT BE WHAT I THINK AS ALL THIS HAD HAPPEN BUT I'M REALLY UPSET OVER IT , I'M REALLY HURT. PAIN DAME PAIN.
SIMON TAN DO YOU THAT I'VE REALLY FALLEN IN LOVE WITH YOU. REALLY IN LOVE WITH YOU. CRAZY OVER YOU. I CAN REALLY DO EVERYTHING FOR YOU. I'M JUST SO SIMPLY IN LOVE WITH YOU. SERIOUSLY ALL THIS WHILE I DON'T REALLY NEED ANY THING FROM YOU DON'T HOPE FOR ANYTHING, OTHER THAN MORE ATTENTION AND LOVE I'LL BE CONTENTED. I'M SERIOUS NO JOKE.
DO YOU KNOW HOW UPSET I AM FOR TELLING YOU I'VE COME UP WITH THIS DECISION. I HOLD BACK MY TEARS THE WHOLE FREAKING DAY, TRYING SO HARD TO PUT ON A SMILE WHEREVER I GO, WHATEVER I DO, WHOEVER I MET UP WITH. WHENEVER I'VE STOP DOING SOMETHING OR EVEN JUST STARE INTO BLANK , THE WHOLE SURFACE IS YOU. JUST YOU, SIMPLY YOU. NOTHING ELSE. EXAMPLE THE SLEEPING LOOK OF YOUR , MESSAGE THAT YOU HAD SENT ME, THOSE SWEET TIMES, YOUR HUG TO SLEEP, YOUR SMELL, YOUR BACK VIEW , EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU.
I REALLY DO MISS YOU ALOT , I'M IN PAIN. CAN I KNOW HOW YOU ACTUALLY FEEL? WHAT'S IN YOUR MIND? DO YOU MISS ME? WHEN YOU'RE DOING CERTAIN THING DO YOU THINK OF ME? WHAT EXACTLY ON YOUR MIND? YOU THINK THIS IS THE BEST SOLUTION AS WELL? CAN YOU REALLY JUST STAY AS A BROTHER AND GUIDE ME OR EVEN BY MY SIDE WHEN I NEED SOME1? IS THIS WHAT YOU WANT AS WELL? I THINK THERE WILL BE NO ANSWER TO ME AS I DOUBT YOU'LL BE VISITING THIS BLOG.
ANYWAY I SINCERELY WANT TO THANKS YOU FOR STAYING BY ME EVEN THOUGH IT'S JUST A SHORT PERIOD , BUT YOU HAVE WAKE ME UP. LET ME KNOWING WHAT I WANT IN LIFE , CARRY ON WITH THE PLAN . WILL YOU BE THERE TO REMIND ME IF ALL IS OUT OF CONTROL? WOULD YOU STILL BE THERE?
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