2 week later from the day we broke off !

wonder how have you been? i'm still missing you every single day!!! even though I've tried by deleting you of from facebook, blocking you from msn and even change the contact number of mine but i still think of you. it really hurts deep in my heart. songs i listen let me think of you in fact almost every single thing i do. i even try by going club i thought i could enjoy but it makes me remember that i promise you i won't club again. all my mind is you even though i'm with Jian lin. Simon tan teach me how to forget the love for you. i really cannot understand why till now i'm not able to forget you still being so crazy over you. it really hurts and make me suffer. i'm not happy at all . do you know? i'm always wondering how have you been? what are you doing? do you miss me alittle? anything you do that will remind you of me? are you seeing other ladies? you really makes me think alot. I've tried. I've tried to fall in love with jian lin, I've tried to be nicer to him. but whenever he start to do things that irritates me i will show my attitude again, no matter how nice he is towards me it still don't change my love towards you. why? i really miss you dearly. every thing about you i can only keep in mind and tell no one. its has been only 2 weeks but it seems long. i'm really tired. i always feel like crying when i think of you. but i can only hold back my tears and see our photos. deceiving myself no. aledrline lee no longer in love with simon tan .