2 week later from the day we broke off !

wonder how have you been? i'm still missing you every single day!!! even though I've tried by deleting you of from facebook, blocking you from msn and even change the contact number of mine but i still think of you. it really hurts deep in my heart. songs i listen let me think of you in fact almost every single thing i do. i even try by going club i thought i could enjoy but it makes me remember that i promise you i won't club again. all my mind is you even though i'm with Jian lin. Simon tan teach me how to forget the love for you. i really cannot understand why till now i'm not able to forget you still being so crazy over you. it really hurts and make me suffer. i'm not happy at all . do you know? i'm always wondering how have you been? what are you doing? do you miss me alittle? anything you do that will remind you of me? are you seeing other ladies? you really makes me think alot. I've tried. I've tried to fall in love with jian lin, I've tried to be nicer to him. but whenever he start to do things that irritates me i will show my attitude again, no matter how nice he is towards me it still don't change my love towards you. why? i really miss you dearly. every thing about you i can only keep in mind and tell no one. its has been only 2 weeks but it seems long. i'm really tired. i always feel like crying when i think of you. but i can only hold back my tears and see our photos. deceiving myself no. aledrline lee no longer in love with simon tan .

everything ended today

Every little thing ended on the 27 February 2011 0317pm!

I'M SORRY, THOUGH I'VE COME UP WITH A DECISION TO END THIS RELATIONSHIP BUT THIS ISN'T WHAT ALEDRLINE LEE WANTED , AND IS THIS THE BEST SOLUTION? I REALLY GOT NO IDEA. IT'S HAS BEEN 3 BREAKUP FROM SIMON TAN BEFORE ALL THIS HAPPEN , IT MIGHT NOT BE WHAT I THINK AS ALL THIS HAD HAPPEN BUT I'M REALLY UPSET OVER IT , I'M REALLY HURT. PAIN DAME PAIN.

SIMON TAN DO YOU THAT I'VE REALLY FALLEN IN LOVE WITH YOU. REALLY IN LOVE WITH YOU. CRAZY OVER YOU. I CAN REALLY DO EVERYTHING FOR YOU. I'M JUST SO SIMPLY IN LOVE WITH YOU. SERIOUSLY ALL THIS WHILE I DON'T REALLY NEED ANY THING FROM YOU DON'T HOPE FOR ANYTHING, OTHER THAN MORE ATTENTION AND LOVE I'LL BE CONTENTED. I'M SERIOUS NO JOKE.

DO YOU KNOW HOW UPSET I AM FOR TELLING YOU I'VE COME UP WITH THIS DECISION. I HOLD BACK MY TEARS THE WHOLE FREAKING DAY, TRYING SO HARD TO PUT ON A SMILE WHEREVER I GO, WHATEVER I DO, WHOEVER I MET UP WITH. WHENEVER I'VE STOP DOING SOMETHING OR EVEN JUST STARE INTO BLANK , THE WHOLE SURFACE IS YOU. JUST YOU, SIMPLY YOU. NOTHING ELSE. EXAMPLE THE SLEEPING LOOK OF YOUR , MESSAGE THAT YOU HAD SENT ME, THOSE SWEET TIMES, YOUR HUG TO SLEEP, YOUR SMELL, YOUR BACK VIEW , EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU.

I REALLY DO MISS YOU ALOT , I'M IN PAIN. CAN I KNOW HOW YOU ACTUALLY FEEL? WHAT'S IN YOUR MIND? DO YOU MISS ME? WHEN YOU'RE DOING CERTAIN THING DO YOU THINK OF ME? WHAT EXACTLY ON YOUR MIND? YOU THINK THIS IS THE BEST SOLUTION AS WELL? CAN YOU REALLY JUST STAY AS A BROTHER AND GUIDE ME OR EVEN BY MY SIDE WHEN I NEED SOME1? IS THIS WHAT YOU WANT AS WELL? I THINK THERE WILL BE NO ANSWER TO ME AS I DOUBT YOU'LL BE VISITING THIS BLOG.

ANYWAY I SINCERELY WANT TO THANKS YOU FOR STAYING BY ME EVEN THOUGH IT'S JUST A SHORT PERIOD , BUT YOU HAVE WAKE ME UP. LET ME KNOWING WHAT I WANT IN LIFE , CARRY ON WITH THE PLAN . WILL YOU BE THERE TO REMIND ME IF ALL IS OUT OF CONTROL? WOULD YOU STILL BE THERE?

START OFF POINT

Lee Biqi Aledrline and Tan Xiao Yang Simon started a relationship on the 6th February 2011 !!

LISTING OF PROMISE :

1. WILL ONLY END THIS RELATIONSHIP 1 DAY IF SIMON TAN WERE TO FALL IN LOVE WITH ANOTHER LADY.

2. ALEDRLINE LEE AND SIMON TAN WILL GO THROUGH ALL OBSTACLE DOWN THE ROAD NO MATTER WHAT IS GONNA HAPPEN.

3. SIMON TAN WILL SHARE EVERY LITTLE THINGS THAT IS GOING THROUGH HIS MIND AND OBSTACLE HE IS FACING AS NO MATTER WHAT ALEDRLINE LEE WILL ALWAYS STAY BY HIM.

4. ALEDRLINE LEE IS GONNA WAIT FOR SIMON TAN WHEN HE ENLIST TO ARMY.

5.SIMON TAN MIGHT BE OUT OF TOWN FOR FURTHER STUDIES AND IT MIGHT TAKE ABOUT 3 YEARS BUT ALEDRLINE LEE PROMISE TO STAY AND WAIT , AND WILL EVEN VISIT SIMON TAN IF IT'S POSSIBLE.

6. SIMON TAN AND ALEDRLINE LEE WILL HOLD ON TO THIS RELATIONSHIP NO MATTER WHAT AND WORK TOWARDS OUR GOAL OUT FUTURE.